.small shoes.

.XOXO from Lion City.

Labels: .Travel., .Work. - Oct 27, 2009

Hated when the feeling is just in between. Indecisive. Unclear. It makes you re-think things and re-decide (adding the word to my own shitty-vocab dictionary) and thinking back again and end up going back to the same endless cycle. Sometimes its good just to be spontaneous and live life with all the wonderful and crappy stuff that comes together with the choices we made in life. Life is too short..

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Anyway, hope everything is OK back at home coz all sudden things just happened and you cant do pretty much. So, im hoping for the best and hope things will work out just fine.

To Ebu, glad the operation went well and wish you a speedy recovery.

To LilKoala, bounce back soon!!! *tsk *tsk*

Btw, LilKoala is down with a fever and first time ever the fever is really taking him down compare to the ones he had before this. Altho he is still hyper but this time his appetite is kinda bad.

Last night was kinda funny. He was all hyper when he woke up for his midnight milk and went babbling and talking and goofing around and his vocab was superbb.. !! He was building up sentence and surprisingly it was perfect! I guess it was probably the meds that was doing all the talking.. After 20mins then only he felt sleepy and went back to sleep.

Anyway, i hope you guys will survive through out the nite wifout Mommy for this 2 nights.

My hugs and kisses all the way from the Lion City.

xoxo

.For-Always be My LilKoala.

Labels: .Baby., .SweetEvents2Remember. - Oct 20, 2009

Looking back exactly 1 year 9mth 25 days.. or 2 years 6mth ago.. I was actually beyond from even being ready or even having thoughts of having wat I have today; LilKoala.

But God has plans for everyone. Who ever thought that I could actually raise a healthy child of my own when sometimes I cant even handle my own self??.. (Yes, I know at times I'm like a bit weird, xtra mengade n byk songeh n degil plus the 2 pusars (yes, I have 2 pusars but am also a 2nd child syndromer (who cares if there is no such word) which neutralize it abit) n other more. And I sometimes pity those who knows me. Hahaha..) Even though there were no straight guidelines or crash course on 'How to become the Perfect Mom.' Everyday I look at him its like a living proof that I am doing just fine. So Moms-to-be out there.. enuf with the Q on how I know I was ready to have mine.. I DIDNT!! I was caught by surprise! and it turned out to be a very pleasant one.. =) Never did I tought that the long 9months of mix feeling turned out to be a certain feeling which I know i can never live without.

Altho its kinda obvious you're abit extra mengada when i'm around.. its ok. I love the extra attn! Hahaha.. Come to think of it.. Now I think I know where you got some of the weird behavior from. Defnitely NOT ME!! =P

But one thing LilKoala, think u need to drop the powdering your nose and putting on the blusher act. Not macho okay.. altho I think its kinda cute each time u see me putting on and u would do the same.. but yeah.. I have to face the fact, it would NOT BE ANY CUTE AT ALL when you're OLDER!! hahahha..

I love you with all my heart and you will for-always be my 'LilKoala'. Thanks for always putting a smile on our face...

The sound of your voice its like medicine to all my troubles..

To0t t0ot Parteyhh!!

Labels: .SweetEvents2Remember. - Oct 18, 2009

Last Last Last week we were invited to d very Open Hsz + SeithHaiQal 2nd Bday To0t t0oT Party!!

hQ boy is such a lucky lucky boy as his wonderful parents had his forever favourite Thomas & Friends as the Birthday theme and decorated the lovely living room as the Island of Sodor and even had the controller hat!

. D host preparing the food.

.Assalamualaikum.. Kami dah sampai!! *entering hQ polkaDot bungalow*.

The kids was having soo much fun with the balloons decorated and everyone were extremely excited when Lana brought the ThomasBday Cake out! All parents were in suspense mode and had to keep full eye on their kids juusst in case the kids decided to 'play' with the huge Thomas! hahhaha.. Well, even the grown ups were kinda attracted to it.. so camne tue..??

.D yummy looking Thomas Cake made with so much Love by his lovely Granny.

hQ was such a cutie when he gave out a cute lil-hawaian speech right aftr blowing out his candle. 'Ur most welcome hQ, Happy 2nd Bday to you!!'

. There were other familiar f . a . c . e . s.too!! See those kids eyeing on the cake?? hehehe..

. Blowing up the candles with the help of others!!.

Altho this is kinda like a soo-late post but yeah.. who cares.

Wishing hQ Happy 2nd Bday!

.Melaka-Raya Tour.

Labels: .Family., .Travel. - Oct 17, 2009

In the month of celebrating Syawal, we went back to Tampin on the 4th day of raya supposedly visiting extended relatives on Daddy's side. When we arrive, the whole lot of TokPa's clan was of coz, already there. They were thinkin of goin to the town which we straight away agree to it since LilKoala has never been there.

.Ajin-Ahmad-Nisa-LilKoala's Cousins on the river cruise.

.Walking around like a true tourist! =p.

So we actually did the Melaka Tour. Went on the river cruise and the Taming Sari Tower and walk around the BandarDihilir and even hop on the hop-on-hop-off bus which went around the town! Muahaha...

.He was kinda nervous at the beginning but end up being brave. We're definitely proud of you, Darl.

So we toured aruond from around 3 till late at night to catch the night cruise.. It was kinda nice as they have this traditional heritage Melaka house along the river with spotlights for the tourist to see.

D next day we went to Jonker Street with Mommy's friend continuing our Melaka-Raya-Tour and went for the must-have cendol!! heavenn...

.D Forever Famous Jonker Street.

He can sleep almost anywhere..

Labels: .Baby., .NothingButPlainFun. - Oct 9, 2009

Ok, remember when i mentioned bout this lil koala where the more he eats.. the more he poops. As everyone is well aware of this killer month.. yes, the month where we indulge ourselves with must-have raya dish and all the yummy food in the world and sabotaging our own tummy and body happily like there is no tomorrow! so as usual... on one of the day, he went to sleep early just right b4 his usual poop routine sumwhere around 8.30pm. so we decided to check his diaper b4 tucking him to bed since he was all sleepy and yes, we were right.. he did made some massive project no biggie 2!!.. so off we went sending him to the toilet to get him all cleaned up..

and yup!! he continued sleeping while we wash his smelly butt!

.Raya Sakan!.

Labels: .Family., .Festival. - Sep 25, 2009

Oh this year Raya was AWESOME n we're still in d mood of raya as we have open hsz's invites to attend till nxt nxt weekend.

Wat is soo BEST bout this year is LilKoala gets to join in, in almost all the Aidilfitri activities and most important is, he really had Soo much FUN!

Aidilfitri Eve was such a bz night for all of us.. we had relatives 'berkampung' at KJ. so yeah.. the riuh-rendah was a perfect add to the Aidilfitri preparation. While grown-ups were bz cooking in the kitchen, the kids were having fun playing 'Bunga Api' in front despite the rain!! It was LilKoala 1st encounter with it and he was all curious looking why the other kids were soo excited over it and bravely play along.. Semangat okeyh... he keep asking for one after another.. hahaha..!

We celebrated Aidilfitri the 1st three days in KJ. While the guys went for Raya prayers, we were busy preparing the dish and getting my LilHero ready! He didnt want to wear his sampin coz to him it was weird.. So, the sampin was hanging there in the cupboard for nothing.. Gggrrr...

After having our Raya dish for breakfast, we had our salam-salam session and then the cam-whoring session begins.. It was definitely a busy morning and we had the Selayang clan came to visit just on time. Then went to Bukit Kiara Islam Cemetary and that was LilKoala's first time going. Didnt know what to expect but he was njoying his time there thinking it was a playground with lotsa flower. =P Busy okeyh picking up the petals which was lying around on the graveyard.. n we had to ask him to put it back.. Harus!!

. Owh... fawerr!.

.OK, put back!.

Then we head to Maklang's hsz in Subang where Tokpa's clan all gathered there this year. Then went to S.Alam n then to Wangsa Maju and then to Selayang n then to PJ. Fuuuhhhh, bz gilozz! Yeah.. it was tiring but it was just how we imagined spending our 1st day celebrating Aidilfitri visiting relatives. LilKoala really had soo much fun playing with the kids n he ate like a monster!!! he's fav food that day was kuih lapis! Hahah.. he even told GG that the cake was finished and asked for more.. Ish..Ish... siap ikut dapur minta lagi!

.Morning Cam-whoring session before others start coming.

.Salam-salam Session.

.D Family.

.Chaos!!.

Labels: .Festival. - Sep 19, 2009

OMG!!!! Tomorrow is raya n im soooo don have enough time. Yeah.. This whole month I was freaking busy till had to stay back late in the ofiz this week n thank goodness everything went perfectly smooth yesterday.

So rushed back home to go to The Curve to pick up my baju and called up Mr.Clean asking if they r still open tomorrow so i don need to rush back to pick up the rest of our dry-cleaned baju raya.. Yippie..excited!

The planned was to baked choc chip cookie last night but since came home late.. only had time to start today.. Ok.. so a lot of other stuff to do.. cleaning.. helping with the cooking, more baking.. etc..